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nobody else but me
I'm KESANDRA!14th this year! receive my presents on the 20feb. Hate bitches and betrayers. I LOVE SWEETS,CHOCOLATES,DANCING, EATING,SMILING,LAUGHING,FRIENDS AND FAMILY ♥ ♥ ♥ everything is gone but I still have to move on. I miss him.

Kesandra ♥
Just thought you should know, I miss you ♥

partners in crime
Afflin ♥ Chris ♥ Dennis ♥ Hannis ♥ Jingting ♥ Jordan ♥ Keting ♥ Sharon ♥ Stephanie ♥
Thursday, May 5, 2011 @ 4:28 AM
You claim that is for my own sake. Stop forcing me to study , I am really stress, I know exams are coming and I am still going out. But I need to relieve myself right. I really want to bang the wall when I opened my books and I don't even understand a single thing. I feel so dumb , wait , I am dumb. I doubt I can score well , at most , I send to another country.
I have been putting a fake smile to school everyday , cause I know that I have caused my close friend to be upset over me , and even caused her to cry. I am such a failure person isn't it ? causing everyone around me to be upset.
I don't know why , but when I woke up early in the morning , the first thing I did was to text him a good morning. I didn't expect myself to text him either. Letting go is the most difficult thing , but I have to. I am tired , both mentally and physically. I realise I really need to do something to make myself busy or else I will start thinking again and I will start to tear again. Weird isn't it ? I am the one to end and there is a chance to get back but I didn't choose to. I feel so useless, I don't deserve anyone at all , cause I know that I can't do anything but just hurt others. I really miss you , when I saw you yesterday , I really wanted to kiss you and say that I love you once again. I saw you , thinner than before , I said many mean things to you and it hurts me really much to say that. You said the past , I turned around and tear , cause the memories with you are just too memorable and sweet. You sent me home even though your chest hurts a lot , and you are panting , you aren't feeling well . I wanted to bring you to see a doctor some day , but I have no rights to care anymore. Is up to you if you want to smoke , pierce , start being vulgar , cause I have no rights to interfere , I am not yours anymore. Don't let your parents worry anymore , they want you to be a better person so show to them that you can do it, cause I know you definitely can , it only depends if you want to do it. Your right girl will be there for you always , sorry , but I am not that girl , that girl will go through all difficulties with you and make you smile everyday. I looked at my baking materials , I can throw all them in the trash cause the reason I bought them is to bake muffins for you. Cause I know you love eating the muffins I bake. I feel like I am your wife when I am with you , waiting for you to release from your work place , massaging you. The ring , although I am not wearing it , I have been bringing it with me everywhere, I put it as a necklace. It will still be with me forever.


Sorry for making that decision, but still , I love you deeply, ♥