Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @ 12:02 AM

I break down several times in school.
I really miss you a lot.
After reading your text that you sent me , I really wanna call you and say that I love you.
Letting go is the worst feeling ever. I never thought we will be friends , I never thought you will be my boyfriend , I never thought we will ever break up and I never thought that we will be like strangers. Yes , I have the urge to patch with you but I know that I am a lousy girlfriend , I can't make you happy , cause you need a better girl who can make you even happier. I am sure you will get over me really soon. This time round , it will take a long time for me to get over you. I still need to hug the toys you gave me to get me to sleep.
Memories. You asking me for hugs with that little cute face , comparing the size of our hands, yours are really huge. Having you wiping the dirt from my mouth , bringing me to many places. Hugging me from my back when I was busy doing something. Feeding me with food. Lying on your chest , hearing your heartbeat. Lying down , while we chat. Playing with your fingers. With you munching my hairs. Lying on my stomach hearing the situational in it. Planning what to do for our next outing. Bringing me around to know your family members. Carrying me around.
Great memories isn't it ? but they are gone , never come back again and I miss them terribly. your hugs , your kisses , your warmth and everything will be gone.
I still can remember the first outing we went. You spent almost all your money on such a girl like me. I am such a bitch , seriously , I am worst than a beast.
One more week to my examinations , please , I don't want to get affected by all these.
Went to meet Guo rui after school , thanks for the photo! thanks ! I will keep it properly.
I can't get over you , is hard , really hard.
I miss you damn lots.