just break up with your girlfriend and you kept texting me those shits ? hongsters never die lahh horr. you are one so don't deny. I will never forget how you treat me before , how you cause me to shed tears over you. Go find other girls la hor , I know you are treating me a substitution to forget your ex cause you think that I am someone who can make you forget someone. Wonderful , so you treat me in that way ? May I ask you , do you even love me before? you said that you love me that time , are you sure ? you say you are not lying but when I found out you like my godsister, do you know how hurt am I? when I ask for break , what kind of excuses you use? You know , I gave you almost everything I could? why must you come back again and make me remember all these? Is so long already , why must you come back again ?! why ? why ? why ? I swear , I won't shed anymore tears for you. You are the first guy that held my hands , that been through with me all kind of difficulties but I really wonder do you even treat me as your real girlfriend? love me? I have been thinking of this for a very long time. Someone tells me that is real , you cried over me , but I doubt so. I don't want to be bothered by all these anymore. I just want to focus on my studies right now. I don't want to have another break down please.

I miss you so damn much , I still feel that I am still your girlfriend. You really make me forget my unhappiness when I hear your voices. I want to hug you again. I love you damnnn much, I can't forget about you , the memories we lead together are just too wonderful. If can , I want you to help me wear that ring , just like a promise that I will never take it off. But I really don't want to get into relationship. I just want to study hard and strive for good result. Although how much I love you and miss you , I am too young to know what is love , cause I will never know what it is and I don't wish to know.