Friday, April 1, 2011 @ 7:35 AM
HEHEHEH , WANTED TO GO
ORH ORH NOW , BUT FOR MY DEAR BOY SAKE , I SHALL
BLOGGG:D
APRIL FOOL DAY ! HAHAHA , AND I MADE SOMEONE CRIED. LOL. then went to prank on my teachers and my friends ! SO FUN :D then F&N , bake muffins ! I HAD MADE 3 , ALL NICE NICE LORHHHHH :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HEHEHEHE , then my close friends and I left in class to have some talks . then dance , perfectly ALRIGHT :DDD SO FUN ! then keep looking at the clock hoping the clock strikes 6.00 ! went to take bus , saw my ex (: glad that he is still alright ^^ last long with your girlfriend. then saw my friends on the bus and chat ! HAHAAH , i was quite noisy in the bus cause I kept screaming at them. then reached his house. HEART BEAT DAMN FAST ! SAW HIS FAMILY MEMBERS , I JUST NOD MY HEAD AND SAY HELLO (: SHY LA ! HAHAHA , baby so AWESOME , you are the first guy who I try to give you LOVE BITE ! hahah , omg ! so reddddddd ! DUI BU QI , i guess you got a lot injuries lorhhh , SORRY SORRY :DDD
thanks for making my day so happy (: you make me happier than last time , you make me found the guy I have always wanting to find. but seriously , I am scared , cause of the 2 failed attempt of relationships , i have a lot a lot doubts in our relationships. really scared , I don't wanna be like last time , when i used to cry over him for months and a lot more. I am a girl who has a really weak weak heart , i cry easily , i can't control my emotions. I know that there must be trust , but how can i have trust ? I put in a lot of trust and end up I am the one crying in a corner. You are the first guy when i just confessed to my mum that I have a boyfriend , she doesn't say much , i am surprised . really surprised.
God , you gave him to me for a reason cause you know that I need someone badly and you know that you need me to forget my ex as soon as possible or else i will kept thinking about him and life cant move on. so you have given him to me (: is fate and destiny to have him as my boyfriend.I swear i love him with my whole heart , I swear to be a better girlfriend, I swear to listen to him (: and seriously I LOVE HIM .
baby , i love you , nothing is much more important than you , you are the MOST MOST MOST IMPORTANT GUY :D without you my life cant go on. I just hope to be with you forever but i kept having negative thoughts in my mind. Baby , you are the first guy who I am so sweet to. cause baby , you know I love you (: