Friday, March 4, 2011 @ 5:06 AM
What i can say now is I'm sorry. I love you a lot. But we're not suitable . I've different thinking from you and I'm not a good girlfriend. You suit a better girl not me. You're really really a nice boyfriend,in fact the sweetest boyfriend i ever have. You bought me stuffs i like,you wrote notes to me and before exam started you even bought me a bag of chocolate and a jiayou note. Is not that i don't love you at all. Just that when I'm with you I'll kept thinking about my ex. There're too much memories with him 7 months what do you expect? I know you are really true with me and i really enjoy myself when I'm with you but I'll still think about him. I don't want to be like that , i felt like I'm a bitch when i did that. I'm sorry.
Sister,i beg you to stop your nonsense, don't make me worry about you alright? Stop cutting yourself already. Seeing you cry makes me feel so terrible! What i can do is only counsel you. I'll be with you,don't worry. I'm also really upset with myself. Lets give ourselves a target okay? Lets be single for 1 year (: we don't need a guy,We don't need to depend on guy! We will show them that we'll still lead a happy life. So stop crying(: just smile.
I love my class tee! Haha! Went tamp today,random people kept calling my name.! Love my name! I love number 17 ! GAHAHA! Need to cheer up (: don't worry I'll make through this.