I freaking can't take this anymore. I'm in fact tolerating. Yeah! I know you guys dislike me cause you guys feel that I'm hurting him. Do you ever consider about how am i feeling? I love you guys and trusted you all so much,i don't even believe that you guys were talking bad about me,i refused to believe! But your attitude already tells me. I try to keep calm and smile. But do you have any idea it hurts so much seeing my close friends betraying me? Friendships? I cried over you people? LMAO! I felt like I'm just a toy, being making used. When you need me,you play with me. When you don't need me,you threw me aside. I agree with this : consider those who you gossip with gossip behind your back. You never know what are their motive. But at least at this point of time,i know who're true to me. They're the one who clean off my tears,who encourage me and cheer me up. Just stop showing me attitude,I'm tolerating, Is cause i still treat you guys that are still important to me. Sec1 life and sec2 life really different,this year is really a very stress year for me,I'm so gonna work hard and get to 3A next year! I wanna have a bright future!
Reached home around 12.00. Parents super angry. Daddy was holding his belt. Haha! I act till super innocent and regret,then he just reprimanded me a few sentences then went to his room,then i show him my result. Then he was like "wah! 5A1? But your English like sai!" Haha! He use the belt as the cane. But please! I'm a grown up kid now why are you still doing that? Luckily he didn't or else i swear i will run out of this house.