I cried when i was walking home. Many thoughts came to my mind. Why am i so weak? Why can't i be stronger? I'm really tired of crying and getting swollen eyes. I pray to god asking for forgiveness for all my past. I was a demanding girl,once a super ahlian girl. I got better when i reflected how i treat people. God,i love all the people around me,i learn less about hating. I just want a peaceful and happy life ahead. Is that so difficult? I swear I'll be a good child of yours just be with me all the times and get me through out of all these. I dare not cry in front of my parents,cause i don't want them to worry about me. Everyone seems to enjoy this year but i don't. I don't look forward to come school anymore. God,i just hope someone would hold my hand and be with me all the times.
You asked me to be with you,i hesitate really a lot. You're a sweet and romantic guy and makes me laugh when i talked to you. But i really have no intention to get into relationship. Cause i know myself best,once i get into relationship,I've to lie to my parents,can't focus on my studies and cry alot.
I know i need to be strong and i know i can do it. Nothing is important anymore,except for dancing and studies. I love my dance people! Awesome and rocks!(: true friends can only be found there.