Monday, February 14, 2011 @ 5:48 AM

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY PEOPLE ! :D
HAHAH , SO WHAT DID U GUYS RECEIVE ?(:
yeah , awwww ! he is damn sweet ! (: he bought me a bear and chocolate ! his card ! haha !
THANKS ! it seems to be quite expensive :/ thanks ! today , i really went super high ! GAH !
:D since today is a special day , i shall talk about the past ! (:
my very first ex :
I know him for 7 years plus (: quite long right ? haha , yeah , we were together for around 1 year (:
i still could remember me hugging him (: we have a lot of fights , quarrels :/ still could remember both of us used to write letters to each other ! HAHA ! (: he is not like others guy , he is an ang moh (: mixed blood . thats why people get jealous of me cause of that . I can say that i was mean to him , very mean . feel so guilty ): now he went boarding school in Australia , and he told me stuffs that i really feel like crying . gonna wish him all the best ! u will find a better girl there , someone who u truly loves . dont have to worry for me (:
my second ex :
I know him through my cousin (: HAHA . before i really met him , we already started texting each other , when i first saw him , i find him kinda of SHUAI . (: my type (: so start "liking" him . we talked on phone when he asked me for stead , i accepted ! he is really a very nice guy ! but cause of some understandings and heard that he actually like someone else , i asked for a break. Is really heartbroken , i cried for nights ...
my third ex :
He was the one who comforted me ! still could remember that he asked me for patch when he walked me home , i nodded my head and he slowly held my hand , felt so secure that time.He used to talk to me everynight , he loves to scare me when i was about to sleep and he used to sing songs to me so that i could get to sleep . I could say that I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM A LOT . yeah , i asked for break for 2 times , and it was rather stupid . but we would able to patch up , but in the end we still break .
What i could say now is that , i dont love him anymore , is just that he still stays in my mind (:
godsis told me to get stead that are in poly . HAHA , WTH ! TOO MATURE FOR ME !
but someone is in my mind now (: but i dont wanna have relationship anymore . I am afraid that if we ever break up , our close relationship now will totally be ruined .