Thursday, February 24, 2011 @ 12:45 AM
Bloody bitch , what did i even do to you ? see whats yr consequence is now ? u can only blame
yrself (: wow ! after talking bad about me , went to hug me -.-
wtf ~ get a life
lahh ! if u are so unhappy about me just tell me about it alright ? i will patiently listen (: if not just shut up :D
these few days , i kept asking myself questions , but i can't find the answer to it D:
really wanna blame myself for being too rush , someone helped me , i hardly can breathe.
I dont wanna hurt anyone already ): i know how it feels cause i experience it before. you are really a nice guy , the one who comforts me , who helped me carried my stuffs , who piggy back me when i am not feeling well . probably this life isn't what i should be leading , i am not totally over my ex yet. fk it ! why it took so long ?! guess i am too young to be in a relationship , i dont know i dont know ! I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO CONFUSED ;/ i dont wanna to be in tears now ! i dont want !
maybe i am just a bitch , a fking bitch , a useless bitch , annoying bitch , i am forcing back the tears that are building behind my eyes.
My friend passed me a frame , she told me that she wanted to give me for my 5th anniversary with my ex . I was stunned , looking at the photo , i feel like crying.
i hate myself ! i hate me !