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nobody else but me
I'm KESANDRA!14th this year! receive my presents on the 20feb. Hate bitches and betrayers. I LOVE SWEETS,CHOCOLATES,DANCING, EATING,SMILING,LAUGHING,FRIENDS AND FAMILY ♥ ♥ ♥ everything is gone but I still have to move on. I miss him.

Kesandra ♥
Just thought you should know, I miss you ♥

partners in crime
Afflin ♥ Chris ♥ Dennis ♥ Hannis ♥ Jingting ♥ Jordan ♥ Keting ♥ Sharon ♥ Stephanie ♥
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 10:19 PM
well , i cried during dance practice D: sighhh , my knee hurts , i should heed the doctor's advice , but i didn't bothered to listen. A knee problem can cause a huge problem , like unable to dance like one of my dance teacher ): i dont wanna such things to happen , i love dancing , and thats the only thing i love to do , dancing makes me feel so relax and i will be able to forget about the sad things that are happening. yeah , but all my friends and seniors cheer me up . then my knee get better , but they asked him to piggy me , i was trying to decline but impossible uhhhs. while he was piggy me , i thought about the past , when he used to piggy me around. went 18 after that , dinner , and sat around , chatted and laughing (: great ! hahaa , CONFESSION time ! I POUR OUT EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheer up guys ! I ALSO VERY UPSET ALRIGHT , I ALSO SHI LIAN HORHHH ! NO MATTER WHAT , STILL MUST SMILE , LAUGH AND BE HYPER LIKE ME :DDDDDD ALTHOUGH MY HEART ACHE LIKE CRAP . BUT STILL , I WILL SHOW MY HAPPY FACE. it was rather awkward , luckily he didn't confess out his feelings , or else i will know much i hurt him , i know i am hurting him everytime , it has been 1 year , and it is really hard for a guy to like a girl for 1 year when the girl has 2 exboyfriend. he is a really good guy , but i ain't a good girlfriend. really sorry.
walked home together , talked alot of stupid craps ! HAHA , SO JOKER !
what am i so good uhh ? i am only good in hurting people , yeahh ! JUST TREAT IT LIKE I AM A HONGSTER AND A BITCH . I tried for the umpteenth times , very hard , i tried , really TRIED, i am sick and tired , i dont want to tear anymore. whats the problem with myself ? i just want to hide in a corner and cry and cry ! i missed the current of the sea water flowing across my feet . where are u ? when i needed you so much ? but... you gone . I wanna go my religious place again , i wanna pray hard , God , i hope u will always be there for me , father , i miss you , please guide me along .
looking at my hands , laughs , the cuts still remain there like the cuts in my heart , is so hard to heal it again .
thats what my pathetic life is , i love you , but you will be gone .