Wednesday, January 5, 2011 @ 10:49 PM
harllooooo ! i am ANGRY & UPSET ! FUCKED UP LIFE ! D;
If u have doubts with me , then so be it . i dont want to waste my time to explain to you . waste of time . you cried , saying that i dont care about you anymore , again ! u cried saying i have lack of concern towards you , hey , i am not a robot okay ?! i am not live to make you happy and give you lots of entertainments , i am NOT AVOIDING yr calls , and i am NOT finding EXCUSES not to go out with you . i am really busy , this year is streaming year , i really want to do my best for my examinations. i have enough for yr childish thinking .
I have enough with the rumor that is spreading around rapidly kay ?! i smile to you , and it doesn't mean that i have feelings for you -.- grrr ! another childish thinking guy , eh , u sec 4 already lehhh ! we broke up and is none of your business , you dont have to follow me home each time , stop being a stalker , stop trying to act as my the other half , you dont have to waste yr money to buy things for me .
* i am glad that i am able to forget about you * but yr smiles , yr hugs , will always remain in my heart . someone asks me this , if he were to ask me to be with him again , what would i say ? well , idk . hard to say. never knows (:
and lastly , my heart has been taken away from him (: i love him dearly muchiieee ! The greatest gift to my eyesight is having my eyes set on you.I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you.Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.
TARGET FOR 2011 (:
- Study hard & well !
- Happy family !
- A happy birthday !
- Dance well !
- Being with someone who i really loves !