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nobody else but me
I'm KESANDRA!14th this year! receive my presents on the 20feb. Hate bitches and betrayers. I LOVE SWEETS,CHOCOLATES,DANCING, EATING,SMILING,LAUGHING,FRIENDS AND FAMILY ♥ ♥ ♥ everything is gone but I still have to move on. I miss him.

Kesandra ♥
Just thought you should know, I miss you ♥

partners in crime
Afflin ♥ Chris ♥ Dennis ♥ Hannis ♥ Jingting ♥ Jordan ♥ Keting ♥ Sharon ♥ Stephanie ♥
Friday, January 28, 2011 @ 8:13 AM
Feel so pissed , i cut myself , sorry , just couldn't stop , really too upset. i have been putting such an effort , cant u see ? i just want to let u see that I CAN DO IT ! but whats the problem ? i seriously don't understand ! i hate myself , my fking self ! i am useless , i tried so many times but didn't u see. i know is jealousy , but AM I THAT USELESS ? i tried to show that i am a girl that is independent enough , i am able to carry heavy burdens.

feel so burden now. i have hurt u really much , i didn't realised , u shouldn't cry over such people like me , cause basically i am a BITCH ! BITCH ! u wasted yr tears , yr time on me . no matter how hard u try , is impossible for u to replace him alright.

ANYWAY , i am really having a fked up life , i just really hope someone will be there for me , but i doubt that person will appeared again, just a text of hows life will do , i just wan u to encourage me to counsel me like how you used to.
i miss you calling me baby .

i seriously miss you alot.
God , whats the use of me living ? i don't see the importance of me at all , i am someone who always creates troubles at all times.
problems during dancing , hurting people , friends , school , studies , relationships
I really cant take it , i know it is a task from u , but father , i am really scared and too upset to complete this task. God , my father , please guide me along , i need you , i need you helping me along this.


do you still love me ? why did you even ask me for a break ?