OHHHH HEY READERRSS :D Backk ! today is a tiring day , went to play badminton and went to ecp to cycle .

gosh , memories of him & i came to my mind . plus i went to the same place where him and i were sitting at . recalling him threatening to throw me into the sea , he carried me up , i shouted ,he put me down and hugged me while he kissed my head . that was memories , that was past , it wont come back again , why do i feel like crying ? i just suddenly feel so stressed , i wanna die , i dont know why either . I feel like screaming , i feel like cutting , all sorts lahh ! we ended is it because u think i neglected you ? cause i didn't celebrate yr birthday with you ? i'm sorry , but i can't skipped my dance , at least i made an effort to come down from woodlands to tanah merah and to bugis . maybe my gift to you is just too cheap ? yeahh , but i think hand made is much more better that buying . so i did it . 12am-3am . i did that . writing 100 notes aint easy . so are u still keeping it ? or is it in the garbage ? not in the mood to think all these le ... feeling so depressed right now , how ? haiis , tmr going my baby brenda's birthday then ton at my friend's house. saturday , gathering . sunday ? idk ! should i go gai gai ?!! who wants to go out , book me now ! text me or call meee !!!! (: