Hello readers! I'm back from my camp (: really fun! Never sleep for 2 days. Christmas is over,feeling upset. I miss Christmas alot!
Went to meet my gan kor on Friday,told him my troubles. Yeah,what he said does make sense. I don't have to care about what people think about me or get jealous,I've many people that cares for me. Not all close friends come from your school it can be anyone. I agree. I don't have much close friends in school except some. But most are not from my school. Anyway! Congrats to him,last long with your girl :D
I know god loves me and always give me a task to complete. I must not get jealous! I must not have hatred! I must love everyone! God,i pray to you every night,do you listen to my prayers? I just hope that everythin could be like before.
I want to forget him. Saying is much more easier than acting it. How am i suppose to forget him? I still can recall many things we've done. You went to fetch me home even though it was late at night,you wiped off my tears,you carried me around so that i could fall asleep on your back when it was already 4am. I was freaked out but you came to find me to calm me down.You scold people who bullied me. You sent me back home and carried my bag after school. You sing to me so that i could sleep. You pulled up my collar saying it is too low for me. You poke me. You play with my hair. I miss you alot. The more i try to forget you,the harder it will get for me to forget you. Why do i always say i want witness snow?cause the first outing we went is snow city,having you throwing snow at me,having you blowing and rubbing my hands so that it could get warm again.i miss that place.You promise me before bringing me to a beautiful place. But it didn't happened. Where's this place? I really want to go but i doubt I've the chance to visit that place. You're the one who i start to believe in true loves and to believe in relationships but i doubt i could trust anyone now. Now we are strangers again,we will lead different life , different route. You've changed my life.