and well of course blogging , blogging is just like A MUST TO DO everyday . is a habit...

seriously secondary dating are just like puppy love ... it wont last ... although he assured me. *insecure* he is just too perfect for me , too perfect ! you are looking at someone else , do u have any idea what i am feeling ? only you , that my tears kept falling ... I LOVE U is playing on my lip everyday ... baby , i love you , i am waiting for you . loving you is making a beautiful wound. i want to see u is playing on my lip . i know , one day i still need to let u go cause i cant get what u want . I am too far to what u want , seeing you smile , i am contented . we will soon be like strangers .

i am letting this go sooner or later ... feeling moody and sad now , is raining now ... and night time is coming soon , one day just ended like that , is not meaningful at all ... i just missed the time when i am young , i do not need to worry about anything but now ? life is short and too complicated . hope tmr will be a better day . i just hope happy memories can stay there forever just like a tape being paused , i am really tired not physically but mentally , why will things turn the way like this now? i guess i will be fine as time goes by . i just need more rest and time . i will stand up on my own .

look at the picture i uploaded , i am really glad that i am living in Singapore , i am really safe . I can feel how the people feeling when they encounter this . panic ! frightened ! no one wants to die , imagine they are separated from their families , they just want to have an united family , and being safe . imagine u are the one who is experiencing this , u really hope that u and yr family would be safe and sound .

I will try not to be bothered by him ...