Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 7:02 AM
I told God , i love him and i promise God that i will be a good girl . I pray every night , the same prayer , did he listened to my prayer ? i told myself , i need to be a mature girl . i shouldn't be so weak now ! this is my retribution , i just need to tolerate all the insults and everything . i wont hate or dislike anyone cause that feeling isn't great . is just too hurting to that person . i just want to be friends with everyone . God hates people who gossips around , so i promise God to be someone he loves . My evil mouth hurts her so much , i cant because of our different colour , insult her , critisise her , i cause her to be so upset when she even tried to save this friendship .
WELCOME TO MY NEW LIFE !
seriously speaking , i feel that i am a ignorant kid , grumbling about everything . is there any medicine for me to have it so that i can forget about everything ?
went to meet panda , accompany her cut hair . went meet kelvin at parkway go gai gai and arcade . then bus and home . ghost story ! panda kept clinging onto me ~ sent panda home caused she said she is afraid . being her jie , sent her home lorhh , then i walked home alone):
promise to be a better person , i need time .