why would i always cry so easily ? life nowadays sucks , is not like how it was before ... yeahh , i try to smile , and be hyper , it helps me alot but the feeling of loneliness made me feel so urghhh ... rather pissed , cried ... making use of me ? i always try to make an effort to do what u wan , u wan me come , i come , u need to go to somewhere , i will also try my best , but it seems that u wont appreciate it . i know , i no use luhhh , whatever la , fuck , damn stress now ... my eyes hurt alot , no mood uhhhs ... i dont need u in my life , i can depend on myself , cus i know u are just wasting my time , go ahead , u wanna play with me ? lets play ! i promise u , i will not be as weak of how i use to be , i will show u , i can be a strong girl , i can make it ! tears just kept rolling down my cheeks ! arghh !