Wanted change blogskin , but too lazyy ... i dont know how to describe my feelings now ... seriously, i know i shouldn't make any promise if i cannot grantee that i will do ... you are back already , i dont want to loose you , i am afraid to loose you ... having a fun chat with you but it ended badly ... i am feeling super giddy now , and i feel like vomiting , not feeling well ... i miss his voice , i want to hear it badly !!! D: i am sorry baby ... i really love you alot and alot ! sorry , i think i really spoilt your mood totally , feel like calling you and apologise but i have no guts , i just love you alot and i cannot afford to loose you again ... you give me the courage again , but please , dont leave me again ... i dont want to shed any tears ... i miss you , baby ... waiting for your sms and i could not sleep , cause i want you to text me at least a good night ...