Is just a sense of sadness ... idk why too ... i just easily involve into taiji just because of my mouth-.- haha ! i am like so ill now , but have to go school cus i wan collect my lens , tired luhh , today slept throughout the whole day ... u are trying to mean that i steal him from you , but do u know whats the situation now ? u dont even know thEN U kept shooting at me , do u know that hurts ? CANT BE BOTHERED .. ! so what if u all are together ? u dont have to show off infront of me ? if i never wake him up from his stupid dream u guess u all can stay together ? and what u know is blame me ... continue if u like it ... so what if i dont like to take care of myself ? i dont act like girls ? thats my own way , i dont care ! u want me show u ? of course i can . then i show u how girlish i will turn into ... but hey girl , being to girlish is just too bimbo and disgusting,i dont like putting make up is also a problem ? what a lame crap is that -.- LOL ! hahaa ! u are really pissing me off , but , REN REN REN REN ! :D