Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 7:39 AM
HEYY PEPPPS :DDD haha , today brenda went in class with her leg suffering from cuts. hahaha,the bought her to the general office , went to attend her cuts . haha , she is very brave and i know that the pain is really unbearable , brave girl :D then went back to class , yip didn't come to school day :D cleo and i were chatting among ourselves , long talk :D hahahaa ! then shirin and i were playing ! lly ! then went to jiayi's class meet her , then wait for sheryl . jiayi,cleo,sheryl and i walked home together , then cleo went separate way from us . then we went to buy ice-cream ... hate sun -.- causes me to be so tan now -.- i look so blackish , oh my dear -.- hahaha ...seriously , i hate people revealing my secret , i told u but why did u go tell the others ? loose trust in you , i really dont feel like talking to u . i already being betrayed by my close friend last time , why this time round is you ? u will say only one time ma ? yeahh , that is what she said that time too , and u know what ? she told other people in spite entrusting me that she wont tell anyone . my heart shattered ... and i broke into tears , do u know how it feels when yr close friend betrays you ? is like a knife cut deep in my heart .
Weeks have sped up , time has flown,
to forget u , is what i swore,
to wipe off your memories from my heart,
to live on , knowing we are separating,
but on a lonely night,
your thought came to my mind,
and prod memories left far behind,
of times we had , both good and bad,
and fun we shared,
but as long as it lasted , i believe,
you have touched my life in many ways ,
i try explaining but cannot say,
but you moved on so must i,
must accept the fact , though with sigh ,
time heals all wound but not this one,
the scar remains , the harm is done,
memories are to be treasured .
i miss you alot , i regretted myself not treasuring you , cause i thought u will only be mine , viewing through your profile , saw you hugging another girl , tears welled up in my eyes , i tried not to cry but the tears just fall by itself ... i am angry at myself ! but there is no point already .
I am sad that u are not with me anymore , but seeing u and other girls together and seeing u happy , pleasures me . baby , i miss u so much ... when will u be mine again ? i miss 21/may/2010 .. when the day , u first held me ... i am thinking , were u serious with me at that time ? and i regretted letting this go for 2 times !!! i am such a dumbass , but hopefully , the girl could give u all the happiness and let u be happy all the times ... hope u both , could last long .