I'm KESANDRA!14th this year! receive my presents on the 20feb. Hate bitches and betrayers.
I LOVE SWEETS,CHOCOLATES,DANCING,
EATING,SMILING,LAUGHING,FRIENDS AND FAMILY ♥ ♥ ♥
everything is gone but I still have to move on.
I miss him.
Well,i am setting a new life for my ownself ! seriously , i have been bitchy ! seriously , i had reflected, i caused so much troubles to my beloved friends , i made them worried for me. The hugs from some my friends gave were very warm . Today , yeah , i cried in school , reason ? well , i dont think i would like to tell out . I have been a bad kid , a very bad one . I was totally different from my primary school , i wont scold vulgarities , i wont quarrel with my parents and my life was totally peace ! But when i reached sec 1 , i realised i have changed - to a bad one . I dont hate anyone now , i want peace in my life , everyone living happily together . Even the worst person on earth , i wont hate him/her ! everyone has feelings , it hurts when u know someone hates/dont like u . Most importantly , i know what are my mistakes now , i will change , i will correct it ! (: that is the way what god wants us to be ! smile , and carry on my life ! sorry friends , i hope u all will forgive me . thanks for the comfort u guys given for me . And also thanks for giving me one more chance to change . When i returned home , mummy was waiting for me , she smiled to me , her smiles warmth me up , it makes me feels so secure . I could not take it and hugged her tightly , mummy was shocked , i had not hugged her for a very very very long time , i started crying, she patted me and asked me what happened . I told her i am a bad kid ! why did she even born me to earth ? i quarrel with her and daddy , and caused them both to quarrel because of me . She smiled at me saying that she is the most luckiest mother ever , having me as her daughter ! My elder brother came home !!! yay ! he came and told me that i have been a very ah lian , did i ? i dont know , but maybe , since so much people say so .What he hoped from me is that he wants me to achieve good grades for my exams and tests , he said that without me as his sister , his life will be bored . Well , what he said , really cheers me up . well , i tried to say the three words , I LOVE U to my mummy . But the words just cant come out from my mouth . How many of u could be able to say these to ur parents ? for me is difficult . She had been carrying me around when i was in her tummy , she had been taking good care of me when i am sick and sad. Time going fast , and i am growing older and older . No one knows what will happen , so whatever it is , be good to yr parents ! i learnt my lesson for being a bad girl , i will change ... i just need time (: