Sunday, August 8, 2010 @ 4:47 AM
Today went to meet panda and went bedok library study . Then we went to parkway , was quite fun (: i was quite shocked to see Sharon jie (: damn beautiful !!! really very pretty ! then i think panda was abit angry with me for pangsei her , when i never even pangsei her . HAISS NVM (:I have been feeling moody nowadays , so whenever i am alone , i will start thinking things and make myself feels lonely and sad . And started crying . Ah kor was shocked , he was afraid i am suffering from depression . So he had been watching me very carefully . Nahhs , korkor , dont need worry about me , i big girl le , i know how to settle my problems (:
well , was msging sharon jie earlier on . Yeahh ! we dont do revenge our self , god helps us do the revenge to the bad ppl . Well , and now it happens to me , i remember myself , treating my primary school mates badly , and now , secondary mates , some of them , i started showing them faces and treated them badly . so one day it will be my turn . I learn my mistakes now , i have reflect upon my bad attitude and everything that causes my friend to be upset . I hope god could forgive me and gives me one more chance to change . I promise to change into a better person . And that's what god wants us to be . A lovely , sweet and caring one .
I think being single is also a right choice , now i am only 13 and that is not the right choice to date and get involve in a relationship . It is a time for us to study and get good results . I have seriously be confused about everything . I have been carrying a heavy heart around . I know this is a test from god , so i must take it seriously , and be patient . I hope this will over very soon .
Tmr , going out with sheryl and _____ , xingxi ... others still not confirm yet ): haiis !
but it will be funnn ! yeahhhh !!!