Friday, August 27, 2010 @ 8:16 AM

I'm done pretending , so here goes :
No,i am not okay with the fact that you broke my heart.
No,i am not okay with the fact that we dont even talk anymore.
And to top it all off:
No,i am not okay with the fact that i fell in love with you in the first place.
True love is when you shed a tear and still want him . its when he ignores you,yet you still love him . its when he loves another girl , but you still smile and say " i am happy for you." when all you really want to do is cry and cry .
Jie , told me about sam . i feel so regret , why didn't i trust him more ? why did i go with the other one instead ? why ?!!
thats the reason why people thinks that i am not serious enough . i am confused . seriously , very confused , what shld i do now ?!!!!! hate this feeling ! urghhhhh -.-