Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 7:14 AM
I cant take it ! i have been telling myself that i no need him , but nahhhs , i need him ! I FREAKING NEEDS HIM ! I MISS HIM ): I WANNA HIM PIGGY ME AROUND ): today went out with all my cutiie darlings (: funnn ... he also came along . abit awkward , well , i think what sheryl they said are true , i shouldn't be like very close with him , in case he thinks things that is wrong . I dont know why , at one part , i totally treat him like lsh , but when i look closely again , is not him ): i really wan him , i have been forcing myself to forget him , but when i think of the time being with him , i really feels like crying . I have never say ILY to any one before , but if he is back to me , i promise i will say that to him , he is the one that could light up my world . I have been very moody nowadays after seeing couple together . I miss the touch of yr warm fingers , i miss the way how u held my waist , i miss the time when u tickle me ... i miss u so much ... i know people have been like saying i am a hongster , and so whatever . I dont care , their mouth . i cant do anything . i got my stuffs to do . I have my friends believe me can le . those who dont know me well , make their own craps about me , i am fine with it ... really fine , continue (: for a period of time , i thought time could heal me , i could forget u very soon , but i cant . cause u are my right guy , i know u are the one !! I love u !I learn to forgive and forget . i know we have been very cruel and bad to u but when i thought of u gossiping of me and others , i just feel angry . nvmind (: i know how a person feels when she is lonely cause i am lonely too . i lost almost everything . I lost him , i lost my good friends . i just want all of them to return back to me , thats all !