Thursday, August 12, 2010 @ 2:57 AM
HEYYY PEEEPS !!! ME BACKKYYY AGAINN !!! HMMM ... WELL , U COULD SAY THAT I DONT REALLY BOTHER WHAT'S HAPPENING . I HEARD STUFFS OF HIM , AND I AM REALLY GETTING OVER HIM !! (: I AM GLAD ABOUT IT ! HMM ... AND ALSO MY LIFE IS GETTING PRETTY GOOD (: HAHA ! WELL , I KNOW HE IS A PAST , A HISTORY , THUS , I DON WAN TO CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE (: BUT STILL , I CANT FORGET HIM UHH , MOST OF THE TIME , I WILL BE REMINDED OF HIM AND IT TAKES ME A VERY LONG TIME TO FORGET HIM . I DONT KNOW WHY , THIS RELATIONSHIP IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO FORGET . I CANT FORGET AT ALL . I TRIED MANY WAYS TO FORGET ABOUT IT . BUT ONCE I WAS REMINDED OF HIM ENCOURAGING ME , COMFORTING ME , HUGGING ME , POKING ME , INSULTING ME ... I COULD FEEL THE URGE OF ME WANTING TO GO BACK TO HIM AGAIN ): I ENVY THE NEXT GIRL WHO COULD STEAD WITH HIM AND I AM JEALOUS ABOUT HER ! REALLY JEALOUS ! I THOUGHT I WAS VERY FORTUNATE TO HAVE HIM WITH ME . YEAHH !!! I THOUGHT I COULD BE WITH HIM FOREVER ! THAT WAS ME BEING IMMATURE AND ME BEING DUMB AND CHILDISH ! IF I REALLY HAVE A CHANCE TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN , I PROMISE TO LISTEN TO HIM , I PROMISE I WILL BE UNDERSTANDING , I WONT TEMPERED HIM , I PROMISE I WILL SAY THE THREE WORDS " I LOVE U " WHENEVER I SEES HIM ! NEVER IN MY LIFE , I SAID THE 3 WORDS TO MY BF FACE TO FACE ! CAUSE I FIND IT VERY EMBARRASSING , SO I DIDN'T SAY THEM OUT . BUT HE CHANGED MY LIFEE !I PROMISED TO BE TIONGXIM TOWARDS YOU , I SWEAR ! AND NOW , I KNOW , LOOSING SOMEONE U TRULY LOVES IS LIKE A NEEDLE PIERCING INTO YR HEART . I JUST NEED A 2ND CHANCE FROM U !!! U SIMPLY MADE ME HATE MYSELF !!! CAUSE I CANT MAKE MY LOVES ONE COMES BACK ! I KNOW I AM AT FAULT , BUT I WANT U BACK ! LAST CHANCE !!! AND I PROMISE I WILL BE FAITHFUL TOWARDS U ! TI AMO ! U SAID THAT TO ME AND I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT IT MEANS ! I LOVE U & I WANT U BACK !