It still hurts abit arhhhs , still love him as much as i do ! <3>I feel sort of lonely ): haha ! nvmind , that is the choice i did ! sometimes , i will still remember the times we spent together ! and the songs he sang to me will always be in my mind ! how hard i hope, i had recorded and played it each time when i could not get myself to sleep.Some peep , really said that i have change , well , yeahh ? abit more emotional ? but dont worry lahh ! thanks for comforting me ! I know it was all my fault , thats why u felt unsafe , i think u prefer more freedom and being around with your brothers , so hmmm , let u go . But ... i am selfish ! I WANT U BACK ! butttt ... is all over already , i tried to make u back but is impossible . My friend , a girl who had just break up and last week was their first year anniversary ! that makes me feel so jealous ! but they broke up a few days later . sad ! er zi said that he ignored his msges and his presence too , it makes me feel that he really did changed alot ! I just arghhhh , cant forget ! it really sux to its core ! its makes me feels to sick and tired ! i had given up already and now i am feeling sad . I can say that he is the best guy ever ! only his presence around could calms me down . I miss his piggy , i miss him patting me , i miss him poking me , i miss him pulling my cheeks , i miss him touching my hair , i miss him hugging me , i miss EVERYTHING WITH HIMM !!!! i also miss him scolding me for being heavy and short ! whenever anyone bullies me , he would stand out for me , i felt so safe with him . He would come to find me , even is late or anything , just to seee me safe and happy ! to me , he is the best ! although he is gone to another world , he will be in my heart , no one else ! so get lost ! please get lost , i loose him already , hope he will be back with me sooooon ...
Today was okay , but recess was funny ... cleo and jing ting should understand right ?
haha ! laxxxxxx la horrrrr ! i only <3> ! so calm down : D
i was freaked out too , thanks girls , for helping me !!! enjoy the air con in the train , it was rather coooool ! teeehehehehheehe !!! then i walked home from the bb court , seriously hate that place ! cause that place reminded me of him 3: