I'm KESANDRA!14th this year! receive my presents on the 20feb. Hate bitches and betrayers.
I LOVE SWEETS,CHOCOLATES,DANCING,
EATING,SMILING,LAUGHING,FRIENDS AND FAMILY ♥ ♥ ♥
everything is gone but I still have to move on.
I miss him.
TRUE LOVE DOESN'T EVEN EXIST ! I told him everything what i wanted to say , but i dont know how now ... should i continue or stop this ? maybe we should give one another time bahhhs .... LETS END THIS ! i promise not to have any relationships , unless my charming prince come to save me from this scary plaCE ... this is pointless or useless , if this person is just playing or not serious with you,this is not what we call RELATIONSHIPS . I have trying to put in my best , love u as much as i can , but each time , i get more hurt and more hurt . This love really suxs ! why all of my relationships will never more than 2 months ? i want my relationship to be long long ... I dont trust many guys , like too handsome or something. cause i know other girls will ask them for stead . U may see that i am smiling,laughing,jumping around but the inner of me , is just a loner , i dont want to let anyone to see me in this state , i want everyone to know that , I CAN MAKE IT ! buttt.... i cant , cause this is too much for me to take ittt... i thought having him , i will be save and entrust my life to him , but i never end up knowing what he did and what he had done . BETRAYER ! he betrayed me ... this feeling really really make me suffocate , i cant make a life out of this hell . I act as if i am brave , but i am not as brave as how you guys think i am . I cried myself out of tears in one corner , i put up a brave and nothing face infront of everyone . This loneliness really sux and make me so fuuk up ! I dont trust guys anymore, and not gonna accept anyymore, cus i know , none of them are serious , sooner or later,they will get bored of me and threw me one side ... I just want a person who will be trustworthy to me and i promised to be faithful towards him , and i want to last long with himm ... and i know i am just a sub of someone else in his heart , so from this , i know he is not true towards me . Why am i always in relationships that are ALWAYS not true . is either i am the third-party or he is not serious . I am fine with it , if i have no stead cus i prefer to have more freedom and much loves (: okayy done ! lets began about today events (: OLYMPIC GAMES(: hehehe ! soccer (: shocked ? hahas ? many people were shocked that i joined soccer , anyway we won the first place ! WHEEEEWHEE ! i got score alot,okay ?! omgg , i am so bhb ! i just know one point is just the reBounced of my legs , and it just went into the goal =.= LOL !cheering , whooooo (: i get myself very dirty , hehee ! disgust look , eeeee ;3 than wash myself , and played nicholas' I-phone (taptap) hehee ! sheep...fly (: than sleep for like 5 minute and than go to hall . they all giving out prises XD told shar and nick , take pic when i go on stage . the teacher than announced " the first prise go to 1D ! " everyone cheer , dammn ps la , than go one stage take price, yayyness (: then , returned back to my seat , ask for my pic ? that go take bon zhai kun's head , nv take me larhhh ! Arrrrrrrghhhh ! haissss ): sad sad luhhhs ! than wait for my mum to fetch me home ,weewee sit beside me , wait for my mum , LOL , he play rocoloco (; than mummy come , than go home , bath while i talked to kelvin on phone , than eat while blogging (: okayy , end of post (: pics upload (: