I'm KESANDRA!14th this year! receive my presents on the 20feb. Hate bitches and betrayers.
I LOVE SWEETS,CHOCOLATES,DANCING,
EATING,SMILING,LAUGHING,FRIENDS AND FAMILY ♥ ♥ ♥
everything is gone but I still have to move on.
I miss him.
I AM OFFICIALLY SINGLE <3>
At night , i still think about him again , thinking what is he doing ... haiss , i know is none of my business anymore but he is still as important as before . Life suxs nowadays , it seems like it did not improved and get worsen... haiss ): YUP ! i need to put up the best face infront of himm , and show him that i can live without him ! butt the thought of leaving him really hurts me ... that is still one more chance for both of us to get back butt i choose to reject it . cause i know i cannot trust anyone . after having break up with himm , i just felt a kind of feeling that i dont know how to express , but is really heartbroken ... i dont dare to face this reality , butt i have to face it . Although we are done , i still have feelings for himm... butt i know this will fade off slowly and slowly ... (: so what i need to do is to smilleeee (: and show everyone that I CAN MAKE THROUGH THIS DIFFICULTIES (: after this happened , no trust in relationships liao ... so not intending to even have one , i am scared to have another relationship , another guy that would hurt me again and again . The pain is so deep in my heart that i really feel like dying. Running to a place,hide there forever and never come back again (: I am sure to find a better guy than him next timeee (: i wont choose a guy who look just only for appearance , cause not true love . Museum haha ! is fuunnnkayy .... get back my paper . LOUSY MARKS ): sadsadluhhh ): than wait wait wait . YES . TIME to go MUSEUM (: wheeeeeeeeeeeee (: haha (: took many zilian pics there . use nick's phone play taptap , seriously addicted liaoXD then , go to museum . Look around, then my friends and i walked to the funeral of a person , i was grabbing weewee's hand , i squeeze his hand , lols ! he was like ARRR ! then suddenly got someone shouting and crying for helping . I scared scared mahh , then shout , my friends also shout (: then i kuaidian get out , act as if nothing happen , then the guard scolded the innocent people (: Hate that bitch hehehe , i hate people who called themselves pretty or chio bu when they are not -.- and trying to tell everyone that they are very pretty/chio . if u are chio , u're alright to comment yourself chiobu , but u are not -.- and u started telling everyone that "ohhh,my senior say that i am very chio " my goshhh , so bhb la ... even the chio-est girl also wont say themselves chio bu , u call yourself pretty =.= u call other people ugly,look at the mirror la,the mirror also going to break liao , so please dont commenting other girls ugly cause you,youself,is nothing better. and stop asking me , how to make yourself pretty=.= is annoying ! go find a way la , ask ask ask , attention seeker niaaa ): bleahhhhh !